Spoiling Myself n__n

So lately I've been getting some more 'posh' products. Spoiling myself a bit, I guess. So, I figured I would tell you guys what I've been splurging on!

Yesterday I bought myself a Clinique pressed powder. My skin gets pretty oily and I seemed to be going through my Studio Gear powder pretty quickly, so I wanted to get a more sheer powder to blot with instead of using up my normal powder. Unfortunately, they're basically the same price so I'm not really saving any money by not using up my Studio Gear powder but WHATEVER. At least I'm testing out a new product, right? I haven't used it much yet so I can't really tell you how it is though u___u

 

 I also purchased a tea tree face wash from The Body Shop. My friend Sam told me that it worked wonders for her skin so Jesse and I figured we would try it out. Today we are also going back and purchasing the acne fade night cream. 

 

Also, I have been using the Lush Ocean Salt scrub. I love how you just scrub your face with it until it dissolves and then you just rinse, you don't have to try to get any little scrubbing beads off your face or anything. It smells delicious too and it leaves your lips tasting salty! Luckily my father purchased me a large size when he was up in here in June and I didn't have to spend thirty bucks on it myself. 

Last night I was lazy about posting things on here (I was super tired) but I took some pictures of the sleepy bunch of us to post. xo

Dieting.

So I've always been pretty unhappy with my body. I'm tiny but I never do anything so places where there should be muscle my body has replaced with fat.

My goal is to lose basically all the fat on my body. I don't really want to replace it with muscle either, I just want to be stick thin. My height is 5'3" and my weight is somewhere around 115 pounds (I really need to invest in a scale). My goal weight as of now is 100 pounds. I plan on achieving this by dieting and exercise.

I've downloaded an app on my iPhone called 'Lose It!" that generates how many calories a day you can eat based on your current weight, height, sex, your goal weight, and how many pounds a week you want to lose. You can log all your foods into it as well as your exercise, it's pretty neat.
My calorie budget is 1, 212 calories a day. I love to eat so I am going to try to be careful about what foods I eat- low calorie foods are good because then I can eat a lot more. ^^

Foods I Eat:

• There is an instant rice noodle soup from Thai Kitchen called Bangkok Curry and it has 170 calories. I eat this for dinner because it warms up my tummy and makes me tired as well as helping me feel full. 
• Grapefruit is delicious as well as low calorie (one half a grapefruit has 39 calories). I eat it as a snack and share the other half with Jesse.
• For lunch or dinner I have a half cup of brown rice that is boiled with a bouillon cube to give it more flavor. I put that at the bottom of a bowl and then add a half the breast of a chicken that has been boiled for an hour (we make a bunch at once) and add some of the broth from that chicken as well (we season it with a garlic powder when it is cooking). I also add a lot of pepper and sriracha sauce because I love spice! This meal has a total of roughly 275 calories. It's very filling though!
• *Note: hot sauce helps your metabolism work faster. It's delicious too, so I try to put sriracha on as much food as I can!
• I love raspberries and they are low calorie; one cup of them only has 64 calories.
• Salad is delicious and has almost no calories (one cup of lettuce has 4 calories). I add two tablespoons of Newman's Own Lite Balsamic Vinaigrette dressing which has 45 calories. 
• Mcdonald's salads are good on the go and are relatively low calories. I get the grilled chicken caesar salad but swap out the caesar dressing for lite balsamic dressing to lower the calories.
• I absolutely hate water but I have to drink it now u___u I also drink Sleepytime tea which has camomile in it so it tastes like heaven and has zero calories. I like it sweet though so I sometimes add two teaspoons of sugar which has 33 calories.
• Zucchini is also a good snack, an entire medium sized zucchini has only 20 calories.
• I take multivitamin gummies (I can't handle pills, they are hard for me to swallow) which are 25 calories. The brand I use is "Alive!" multivitamin adult gummies.

Keep in mind that I'm only listing foods that I myself eat, there are obviously tons of other good healthy foods that I either don't like or haven't worked in to my regimen yet; I've been doing this for only five days!

I also work out. I do elliptical at the gym but running around outside and exploring the forest behind my apartment is fun and burns a lot of calories! Also, house cleaning burns more calories than you think so you could always count that as your exercise. The Lose It! app even has that listed as an exercise option that you can log. It's pretty great.

I'd also appreciate if no one commented anything about how 100 pounds is unhealthy. It's where I want to be and I'm not starving myself to do so. Negative comments won't change my mind about dieting.

Food Service Problems 2k12

So I don't know why, but lately I've been having really horrible experiences with fast food restaurants. I know fast food places aren't notorious for their excellent service but I believe that if their food is slowly killing me, I should at least not have additional years taken off my life just from the mere stress of dealing with their employees.
There's this one KFC I used to go to in Everett. Every time I went there they would forget to put something in the bag. Every damn time, I kid you not. When I would go through the drive thru again or into the lobby to let them know they forgot what I had asked for, they would look at my receipt, see that they had not charged me, and would just charge me for the product that they had forgotten. That is absolute shit customer service. If I have to turn my car around when I am half way home because of a mistake that you made, I should not have to fucking pay for it.
Also, a lot of fast food restaurants get pretty lazy about making stuff that they don't have premade. For example, back when I lived in Illinois there was a period of time I was convinced that buffalo snackers were no longer made because when I asked for one of them at like, 2:30 PM, they told me "Oh, we don't have those anymore". If you don't have any made, that's fine. I will gladly WAIT until they are done being made. It was nowhere near close to closing time, there was no way that they didn't have the materials to make one. All it consists of is buns and a chicken tender dipped in buffalo sauce. Goddamn.
This all came to mind because of my shitty Taco Bell I had tonight. My chalupa shell was stale as fuck and I got two sauce packets for my three tacos. I constantly tell myself I am going to write complaints to these companies but I never do so now at least I have some peace of mind knowing that I blogged about it.

Fed up.

So most of you guys know I have a chihuahua named Hiccup.
Who pisses on everything. Multiple times a day. In a carpet covered apartment that I had to pay a deposit on.
I'm literally at the end of my rope right now, I can't be washing my bed sheets every other day because she pisses on them. I don't want my fucking carpets to be ruined because she pisses all over them. I'm seriously over this, at this point she is just a nuisance. I can't trust her to be out of my sight because if she goes into the living room alone half the time I walk in there and she's shit in there.
I want to put her on Craigslist and find her a home with someone who has more patience than me. I have anger issues, a short temper, and zero patience. Jesse's upset with me because he likes her but he hasn't been the one paying deposits and he didn't pay for her either. I've had this conversation with him a billion times but I'm fucking serious now, this has gone way too far. We take her out frequently but that doesn't seem to matter.
I don't know if I'm being too harsh or something but honestly, having a dog should be an enjoyable experience for both myself and the dog. I'm not having a lot of fun here and I know the dog probably doesn't appreciate being locked up in her cage or scolded.
Jesse fucking hates me right now because of that damn dog. I don't understand how he can be upset with me in this situation. This dog is fucking up both my carpets and my relationship.

The Unexpected Workout

You know when you've lost something, you search relentlessly for it, only to discover it in the most obvious place? Well, today that happened to me. With my kitten.
I got home from dropping my keys off from my old apartment and I guess I didn't shut the door all the way or something, it was open just a crack. I said hi to my kitty before I showered for work, then showered, ended up getting cut from work, blah blah blah. I was sitting in bed on the computer for a while til I decided I wanted to have Omen (yes, we decided on keeping the name) come and snuggle with his mama. So, I go to look for him in the living room and stuff. Can't find him anywhere. Then I notice that the front door was open an inch or two and I just went into complete panic mode. I did another brief run through of the apartment, checked under the bed but I didn't see him there. I ran outside and was doing laps around the apartment complex and ended up asking some kids if they had seen my cat. They hadn't, but they agreed to help look for him. We were looking around for probably an hour before my friend Julia arrived at my apartment (she had come over because she wanted to meet my kitten, whoops). I told her to stay at the apartment while I continued to look for the cat. About twenty minutes later I get a call from her laughing telling me the cat was under the bed. I seriously felt so dumb, especially having to tell those kids they had been helping me look for nothing. Then they came to see the cat they'd been pointlessly hunting for. I asked if they wanted food and they didn't. I probably sounded like a pedophile. Whatever.
At least my calorie counter said I burned over 200 calories.

Here's a cute video of my kitten since you had to endure this shitty blog post.

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After a very long day, I have finally got a kitty. Not the kitten that I originally intended to get, but I love this lil' guy so much so all is well. So much bull happened today though. Let me give you a recap.
I woke up at 8 because I was supposed to leave at 9 to go pick up the kitten from the guy in Auburn (mentioned in my previous blog post). I texted him at 8:30 asking for his address but I got no response. I was scared to go alone just because of how shady this guy was being so I had my friend Dallas and 3 of his friends meet me at my apartment so they could come with to pick up the cat. They got here, all ready to go, but I still get no response from the guy. Hours pass by, I'm texting and calling this guy off the hook, but he didn't even answer until after noon, in which the call dropped or his phone died or something but after that his phone kept going straight to voicemail and I still haven't heard back from him.
I was so upset and I was looking up cats left and right on Craigslist. I went so far to even post a 'cat wanted' ad, which was responded to rather quickly, and resulted in me getting my new kitty!
He's a boy, about twelve weeks old, and medium haired. He's absolutely precious. We still haven't chose a name for him, but I think we're leaning towards Omen.
Even though things were all over the place everything worked out in the end.

What a day.

Today has been pretty hectic and stressful and I need to blow off some steam on something/someone other than Jesse, so I figured blogging about it would be a good option.
It started off alright, considering the fact that I was just hanging out in bed and creating this blog. Things took a turn for the worse when my dog jumped up into my bed and decided to just stand there and piss in the bed and look at me. I should have taken that as some sort of omen of the impending doom (which really wasn't so bad in retrospect- I'm just a big baby).
I picked up my friend Julia and she was supposed to help me finish moving/cleaning the old apartment and also come with me to Auburn to pick up a kitten I found on Craigslist (buddy system, yo. You never know who's a Craigslist murderer). We also had to drop some furniture off at the thrift store, which Jesse was supposed to help me out with a week ago, and kept pushing the date forward until the last possible day (that being today), a morning in which he coincidentally set his alarm for the wrong time and all the responsibility landed on me. Which I guess I can't get mad at him for since it was an accident (but I have been mad at him all day and he heard more than an earful, trust me), but it sucked to have that weight on my shoulders, on top of cleaning the apartment and everything- an apartment whose lease is up tomorrow.
Then I realized that though the keys to the apartment have to be turned in before midnight on the eighth, the office of the apartments is closed on the eighth. So how am I supposed to turn them in? There also is no drop box for the apartments, they got rid of that since the drop box was broken into. It's a five star area, let me tell you. Except not at all. So I still don't know what's going on with all that bullshit.
The kitten guy told me that he would be off of work at seven so I was trying to get everything done before then. Then he doesn't end up texting me until eight. The kitten is an hour away, there was no way in hell I was going to drive an hour to go meet someone who I don't know late at night. I'm not that dumb. So what I had been waiting on all day ended up not even happening which totally blows and I have to go tomorrow morning instead. It was just another thing to add to the horrible mishaps that had been ensuing the entire day.

Jesse and I went back to the apartments later to finish cleaning and shit and we got almost everything done but then realized we didn't have a box for the rest of the dishes so I have to go back again tomorrow to finish getting everything there plus turn in the keys. I don't know, I just absolutely hate when all of the responsibility falls onto my shoulders unexpectedly. It really stresses me out doing things of this particular sort last minute.
Oh, and I also dropped my iPhone today. The first day my iPhone does not have a case on and I drop it and scratch two corners of it. Seriously, the world hates me. I feel like I have the worst luck. When shit like this happens to me I almost laugh because this is the kind of shit that always happens and I'm an idiot for not having expected it
I'm also on a diet and I really want McDonald's but I can't have it and it's pissing me off. I'm literally going through withdrawals, I was crying earlier because I wanted it so bad and I was having really horrible mood swings. I caved last night and ate over 1,000 calories worth of McDonald's in one sitting when I'm only supposed to be eating 870 a day. I more than doubled my caloric intake because of my cravings. I'm debating whether or not my ideal body is worth what its going to take to get to that point and maintain that figure. I just love food so damn much. Anyways, I'll post pictures of my cute ass kitten tomorrow. If the person I'm adopting it from doesn't murder and chop me up first.